Posts Tagged ‘anal sex’



November 27, 2010

Here I sit. In the car with two sleeping kids…in the parking lot of Ambiance. My keyholder is inside buying something for me. She parked to the side so I can’t see in the store. This is crazy.

Will it be something for my release this weekend? Something to torment me leading up to my release? Is she going to get me something that she will keep secret until Saturday? Is she buying me a fleshlight that she will give me today…right after she locks me in the CB that is most likely sitting in our mailbox right now? Is she getting a new and better strap-on so she can pound the ass of the slave I want to be?

I don’t know. What I do know is that I better not get used to the erection in my pants right now. I’ll be locked up soon.

It snowed today. That jailbird is going to be awful cold.


Very Thankful for lastnight!

November 25, 2010

Where to start?  Probably the best place would be the 50% off promo email I got from Ambiance.  I sent it to Belle, and got very excited.  Things that are somewhat appealing become very appealing at 50% off!  Browsing the site got me in a bit of a mood.  🙂

I sent Belle a text asking her if we could fuck that night.  It had been about 2 weeks since I had been inside her and I was getting very antsy.  She told me that we probably could.  🙂

I get home from work and it is business as usual.  Belle is still feeling crappy due to her BC induced period.  Despite what she had said earlier, I figured tonight would be a straight to sleep night.  That is ok.  It is a keyholder’s prerogative right?

When we went to bed, her had went for my cock.  Sweet!  I was going to get some after all.

She asked me what was at the top of my list of things she could get at Ambiance.  I honestly didn’t know.  I want so much!  I did confess that when she had been pregnant with our youngest, and while we were abstaining afterwords, I had really wanted a Fleshlight.  She was quite irritated that I never said anything.  Sorry, but we weren’t as open about things back then.  I told her that I had seen videos of women using them on guys and it really turned me on.  This could also be very cool for denial.  Having a Fleshlight and being locked up and not able to use it would be hell.  Not being able to use my hand is bad enough.

By then her had was going to town on me.  She asked me what I was craving right then.  I told her either her mouth or her pussy.  I was very excited!

“Well you aren’t getting either of those tonight.”

I was shocked.  Hearing this was excruciating…in an awesome way. So now what?  If I can’t have either of those, I need to at least get something right?  I really wanted to make her cum.  It had been so long since I was allowed to touch her because of her bleeding and cramping.  I asked her if I could go down on her.

“No.  I really want it but I’m still bleeding.”

By this point I didn’t care.  I wanted her so fucking bad!  To be totally honest, the fact that I had never eaten a woman out when she was on her period kinda excited me even more.

I convinced her.  The next thing I knew I was kissing her pussy like I never had before.  God I wanted it so bad!  Now it was mine!  I wanted something else.  Something she rarely let me do but loved it when I did.  I slowly wet my finger and slipped it inside her, going right for her g-spot.

She moaned.  I’m golden!  I continued to lick her clit as I fingered her hot, wet, heavenly pussy.  God I wanted to put something else in there.

“Is your cock jealous?”

How did she know?


“You aren’t allowed.”

I continued to finger-fuck her.  Beggers can’t be choosers, and I was enjoying this immensely.

“What aren’t you allowed to do?”


“Why not?”

“Because you said I can’t.”

“And I control your orgasms?”


“I want that cock inside of me.  But you can’t cum.  You better not cum, you understand me?”


I got between her legs.  She informed me that she doesn’t not know how long this is going to be allowed.  It may only be one thrust.  She gave me the ok.  I entered her.  Oh my God!


I thrust inside her again.

“Again. Keep going until I tell you to stop. I can’t wait to fuck you.”

“You are fucking me.”

“Not the kind of fucking I mean.  I want to pound that ass.  I want to get behind you while you are locked up and make you scream.  I’m going to treat you like the slave you want to be.”

Holy shit.  Where did this come from?  I don’t care, I like it!

“Will you fuck my throat?”

“You better believe it!”

By that point, I couldn’t hold on anymore.  I asked if I could stop for a minute, but she said no.  She came.  I almost did.  I thought I went over the edge, but I didn’t.


She rolled over and we talked a little bit before going to sleep.  The highlight of that was her expressing her desire to put me in a humbler and fuck my ass.  Good times.


X rated Christmas list?

November 21, 2010

Last night, in an attempt to show Jnuts that I was still wanting to continue on our chastity journey,  I told him to use one of the promo codes he had online to buy himself a new toy for me to use on him.   After looking at a few sites he decided that he wasn’t comfortable buying it himself but would rather make a “wish list” and I could pick something from there at my discretion.   We were both in the same room as he was making his list, he was sitting on the couch with his laptop, and I was rocking one of the girls to sleep.  I kept hearing “You are going to think I am so weird” and “I am not sure I should send this”.  Of course I could hardly wait to see this list.

About 45 minutes later he emails it to me, who knew the Stockroom had a wish list!  I was not surprised by most of it.  There were however one or two items that made me look up.  (He of course was standing there staring at me, watching my response.)    Anal play was something that I introduced to Jnuts not to long into our relationship, and I frequently have to remind him of this.  Particularly when he thinks that it is getting to “weird” for me.  Not much in the way of toys makes me uncomfortable, other than hoods and the body bag things.  Toys are ok, but have not been a staple of our sex life.  I see that changing more that we are not focused on his orgasm, and playing with him is more of game.  I will use toys on him much more than I will want him to use them on me, at least at this point.  That is pretty much how it has always been.  I enjoy playing more than being played with.

So now the question is what will fit better in his stocking, a humbler or anal hooks?




You want to wear a what????

October 29, 2010

Hello, Belle here. The kids seem occupied for a few minutes, so I thought I better pop in and prove that I exist. 🙂 Jnuts has given you the run down about who we are and how we ended up venturing into MC. I am hoping that I can show some female insight into why I think this is working for us.

First of all to call me timid sexually is an understatement.  I am not a prude by any means.  We have played with toys, candle wax, anal sex, mild bondage, ect…  I just don’t initiate. EVER. This is a problem. Jnuts felt guilty pushing all the time, and I would give in because I had the, “What does it really hurt me to put out?” attitude. What it hurt is our relationship. We both started dreading going to bed.  I was nervous he would push, and he knew not to push because he would get rejected. This caused a lot of unspoken resentment, which transferred to other parts of our life. I felt anger because I am stuck home all day with 2 babies under 17 months old, then when he did come home the tension was there. We were quickly heading into the unhappy marriage dept, and neither one of us wanted that. I had been there, done that. Enter MC.

It all started as a simple request actually. I was set to start a new bc pill, and I made what I thought was a simple request during sex one night.  I asked him if he could not cum during the week that it took the pills to become effective.  We had been using condoms for a few months since our youngest child had been born.  I was not a fan, when my husband cums inside of me, I want to be able to feel it. I guess this request sparked an interest for Jnuts, because the next day he started reading up on Orgasm Denial, and seeing the benefits.  Less than 24 hours after what I thought was a simple request I was now being told the benefits of MC. I have to admit at first I was a little like, “Ok, whatever.”  Devices were not discussed at this point, only the fact that he wanted me to determine when he can cum. I went along with it, and after playing through a cycle, I could really see benefits already.  My husband, who was always very sweet and would help if asked, now helped WITHOUT being asked.  He was in a much better mood (except for M&M rage, but I will let him explain that) and we were happier overall. That is all I need.  I am still struggling with “What if someone finds out?”, and more than anything the Dom/Sub thing scares me, but oh well. This works for us, and that is all that matters.

More on the device choice and such later, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse is over!