Posts Tagged ‘Jailbird’


An early Christmas present

December 14, 2011

So, what do you get the man who has everything? Well everything except the power to control his own orgasms that is. A break from male chastity until the day after Christmas. Yep, he has 11 days all to himself. I have put the device away, and it will not return until Dec 26. He is free to initiate sex, although I may not always say yes, and free to masturbate at will. He can cum as many times as his little heart (or cock) desires with no fear of repercussion. Read the rest of this entry ?


Can’t think of a title for this blog.

January 26, 2011

Locked back up last night. I had been unlocked a few days ago due to some weird internal pain. Felt like I had been kicked in the nuts. So far everything has been back to normal. I’m glad. It was depressing thinking maybe chastity was something I wasn’t going to be able to do. It felt very weird not being locked up. I would compare it to wearing a watch everyday and then not being able to wear it anymore. You feel naked.

It has been 17 days without orgasm. I did get a ruined orgasm a few days ago that I never got around to writing about. Did it myself while lying in bed. My wife caught half of it and made me swallow it. No problem at all. Ruined orgasms are crazy!

I did have a couple days with a bit of a lower sex drive. I had been crazy horny and draining my balls seemed to give me some relief.

The past couple nights have been very busy and therefore without play. She is off her period now so I’m hoping for some oral soon. I know better than to ask though!



Catching up.

December 28, 2010

Haven’t really felt like blogging lately. Doesn’t mean nothing has been going on, just that I’ve been busy with the holidays and other hobbies.

So…lets catch up a bit.

It has been 13 days since my last orgasm. The pulling on my balls at night was unbearable and I was getting very fed up with my device. I took the advice of some of the forum members and expanded the gap. I did this myself with a wedge and hammer. I ended up with a hairline crack on the weld where the post meets the base ring, but the joint is still very strong. The gap is now perfect! Little if any pain with nocturnal erections and I feel like I could go a very long time without removal.

Speaking of pain. Almost overnight, I have become a pain whore. We have attributed it to lack of gym time with this bad weather, but I constantly want Belle to hurt me in bed. I have had her use her nails on my cock and balls as well as her teeth. It was unbearable before but now….the harder the better it appears. I’ll be going back to the gym starting tomorrow so it will be interesting to see if the pain cravings stick.

I got an amazing blow job two nights ago. Belle took off my device and gave me what I’ve been begging for for weeks! I didn’t get to have an orgasm of course but she did edge me within a matter of a minute or so. That was followed by some of the above mentioned teeth and nails. I was in absolute heaven. I couldn’t get the device back on to go to sleep so she let me keep it off that night and it went back on the next morning. Aside from that, I’ve had the device on for probably about a week straight.

I’ll try to blog more regularly and not be so damn lazy. Might be easier when the holidays are over.



Delving Deeper and Spilling the Beans?

December 20, 2010

A fairly uneventful weekend for us. Not that that is a bad thing. We are only a few days in.

I did get unlocked for a day and a half over the weekend to heal up some nasty rubbing. Feels good to be back in actually. I was not a fan of being unlocked for the first few hours, but there is no sense in making things worse.

Last Friday Belle and I had some profound discussions about chastity. She is getting more and more into it and is a bit fearful of going too far. I, of course, am not fearful of that and I gave her my blessing to “do her worst.”

We did each come up with a list of things that we will not be participating in. The lists were a lot shorter than I was expecting. Belle also stated that those were things that are off limits now, but the way things are going, who knows in a month how she will feel.

She is getting into the control aspect. I still have a key in my possession for emergencies but it is now secured in a way that would make it impossible to access without her knowledge. Her key is still on her keyring but I have suspicions that it will disappear before long. Me like! 🙂

I very much crave this shift in power. When it comes to our sexlife, I want put in my place. I don’t know why I am this way and I don’t care. I want to be there for her pleasure and I want my pleasure to be derived from that. This doesn’t mean we are subscribing to the whole slave/master thing. I have told Belle that I only want a slave number if 867-5309 is available and I can call her Master Jenny. Instead she will control my sex. Sure this will bleed into other things in small ways but we are not changing our entire dynamic.

Another thing we talked about which I think is hot as hell is her best friend. I had posted on that the thought of her best friend knowing about our arrangment really turned me on. So she is going to tell her. Alrighty then. Everytime I see this friend now, I will know that she knows what is going on in my pants. She will know who this cock really belongs to.



A Brief Taste of Freedom

December 16, 2010

Belle’s wedding band and engagement ring haven’t fit for 2 years.  We had 2 children back to back, and her knuckles expanded to the point where she couldn’t get them on.  This has really bugged her.  I really didn’t comprehend how much exactly.

As an early Christmas present, I took them and got them resized for her.  I picked them up yesterday and gave them to her when I got home from work.

Belle had to get up fairly early this morning to watch her Grandmother.  The kids were not wanting to go to sleep so I was fairly certain there would be, at most minimal, but most likely no play last night.  So when Belle complained that she was getting a lot of dry skin, I jumped at the chance to rub some lotion on her.  I asked her where, and she told me her whole body.  This excited the hell out of me and I was already filling my cage.  I knew this was going to be a painful and torturous event, but it was worth it.  I had her take off her shirt and I rubbed her down.  I’m not sure what was the most difficult, her breasts or her thighs.  At one point, I couldn’t contain myself anymore and I kissed her passionately for a moment.  I then apologized and went back to work.  She could tell I was beside myself.  She asked me what category this would fall into…referring to Dev’s forum post here.

I thought for a moment and told her that depends. Was she going to cum?

“I don’t think so.”

You don’t think so? I saw my opening.

“No I’m not.”

“Are you going to let me lick you some anyway? Please?”

“Ok, but only for a minute.”

I took of her panties and assumed one of my favorite, if not my favorite positions. I started by gently kissing her labia like I always do. Belle likes me to eat her a certain way. Not so much tongue, especially at first, and very little contact with her clit. She likes me to kiss her pussy. I do it slow and sensual, just as if I were kissing her other lips. One kiss was all it took.

“Maybe I will be cumming tonight.”

I continued what I was doing. Going very slow. We talked to each other a bit during this time. About chastity, and such. I wanted to drag this out as much as possible because as I told her, I was in heaven. I wanted her to see how good this can be and that I don’t need anything for myself. It is all about her. I told her to relax and enjoy it for as long as she wanted. She told me she would.

She then told me she wanted me to rub my cage against her. We had not done this previously and she wanted to see how it felt. I got up on my knees like I was about to enter her, but being locked as I was, all I could do was gently rub my cage against her pussy. Slowly stroking up and down over then length of her lips and against her clit. She really seemed to enjoy this and after a minute or so, she grabbed my cage and took over.

We didn’t have to worry about lube, I was providing plenty by that point. I told her how perfect she was and how I couldn’t wait to fuck her. She told me it would be soon.

Out of nowhere she told me to go get the key. I bolted out of bed to retrieve it. No outside stimulation for 10 days, fuck yes I was ready! Of course, after I was unlocked I couldn’t get the ring off. I was way to hard. I gave it a minute and through sheer willpower, I deflated enough to painfully push myself through.

I got back into bed.

“I don’t need to tell you what to do.”

She grabbed my cock and guided me inside of her. OH MY GOD! This was the tightest, most delicious experience I had ever had. Every nerve ending on my cock was in high gear. I fucked her slowly and held her close. I told Belle how wonderful she was and that she had become an awesome keyholder. I told her to guide me, to which she replied:

“You are going to cum tonight.”

Fuck! You don’t have to tell me twice. We continued to fuck slowly, kissing, and talking about what was happening. The next thing I knew, her orgasm was upon us. At that point, I could see the sexual tension drain from her. I stayed inside her, but offered her the following.

“It isn’t too late to change your mind.”

“That would be so cruel, I couldn’t do that.”

“Is it cruel to give me what I want?”

“Is that truly what you want?”

I buried my head in her chest searching for an answer.

“Right now? No.”

“Good, because I want you to cum tonight. You will be locked back up tomorrow. You will have one orgasm tonight and another in the morning.”

That settled it. I came like I have never cum before. It felt like there was so much of it and Belle later confirmed this.

As we lie in bed after, we discussed chastity and how it was going so far. We both agreed that this cycle was amazing. She said that it was going to last longer, but she wanted to make me cum tonight so she did. She did tell me not to expect that every time I was let out, which I don’t. The rings put her over the top. This led to a discussion about punishment and reward. She had been adamant that we would not be going in that direction but it appears inevitable. Not necessarily in the way that most people seem to play with it. I don’t want to do things in order to get sex. I want to do things to please my wife. She also doesn’t want to get mad at me for something and systematically add days to my chastity. However, it is almost impossible for her to not reward me for making her happy and punish me if I piss her off. That kind of action I’m sure is in any relationship and was in ours well before chastity.

We also determined that chastity is becoming a bit of a slippery slope(to borrow a term) for us. As long as we aren’t doing anything that makes either of us uncomfortable, we are fine with that.

Finally, she did tell me that she definitely sees the double edged sword of chastity. She really wanted me to cum but did not want my attitude of the past 10 days to end. I assured her that I would try my best to stay the way I was. I told her locking me back up so soon should help.


So here I am. Typing a blog. With another motive. I’m also charging my dead laptop battery and when I’m done I’m going to go edge myself until I die. With permission of course. Belle forgot she had to leave early this morning. So my second orgasm did not happen. As a compromise, I am permitted to stay out of my cage until after my shower. I’m also permitted to masturbate as long as I don’t cum. And masturbate I shall. I’ll most likely be reading stories of denial and imagining Belle and I as the characters. I’ll also be thinking of my latest fantasy that Belle apparently didn’t realize was a fantasy for me…golden showers.

Wish me luck.



Chastity Bliss?

December 13, 2010

At this very moment, this is the best chastity I have experienced. I’m sure the constant device usage is a big factor. The near sensory deprivation of not being able to touch my cock is hot.

Right now I’m right in the middle of wanting to cum this instant and never again. My wiring is all criss-crossed and my brain doesn’t know how to handle it. Mind fuck? You betcha.

Setting aside the fact that I’m mentally right where I want to be, things have been hectic in our household. Belle is home 24/7 with screaming children and I feel so bad for her. She is physically and mentally beaten down and that makes it impossible for her to enjoy this the way she should. I try to help but I have to work. Sucks.

Anyway, enough of that. Who wants to hear about Belle’s dildo?

Well we got home from Christmas shopping and Belle was very stressed. I gave her a hug and told her to come sit with me. We had a rare moment or two where the girls were both asleep and I wanted to cuddle with her.

We were sitting on the bed and she got a call. While she was talking to her sister, I started rubbing her back. She had some sore muscles from carrying our daughter through the mall the evening before.

As my hands wandered, I ended up massaging her ass a bit and running my hands around her waist. That will get me going every time. Damn cage.

When she ended her call I told her my desire to lick her. I quickly added that she didn’t have to worry about cumming and that I wanted her to relax. Sometimes she gets too focused on having an orgasm and starts stressing if it doesn’t come. I don’t need my ego stroked, I just wanted her to feel good.

She obliged. God I missed her pussy. This was the first I had any contact with it since Saturday when I got to cum. She was very sensitive and for some reason my tongue was a bit too much for her. My lips seemed to do the job however.

After several minutes she told me I could use “the other thing” if I wanted. I quickly retrieved it from under the bed and worked my way back under the covers. I spit on it and lubed it up a little with my hand. I then rubbed the head over her lips and brushed it back and forth over her clit… The way she likes it with my cock. I then slowly entered her. Just a couple inches at first. Within two thrusts I started to hear some faint moaning.

This dildo has a bit of a curve that I’m sure makes contact with her g-spot inevitable. At this point I had an irresistable urge to fill her with this fake cock in a way that I am unable. I buried the entire length of the shaft inside her several times, the balls slapping against her ass. I could tell she was liking every bit of it.

I then took the opportunity to give her something else that was impossible before. I went back to work on her clit with my mouth while I fucked her with her toy cock. This seemed to work quite well. Within a minute she was cumming.

After it was over, she followed through with something I had asked for while I had been fucking her. She made me clean her cum from the dildo. It felt a little weird licking a rubber cock but damn I was horny and I wanted the cream she left behind. I never really noticed how much there actually was.

I knew I had screwed myself out of any chance of play that night but it was well worth it. I did ask when we went to bed if she was going to fondle me through my cage at all and she said I had had enough excitement that day. She is perfect.


Stunt Cock?

December 11, 2010

Less than a week in and I’m going absolutely crazy.

We took another trip to Ambiance last night.  We got another 50% off coupon and I was determined that we needed something for her.  She doesn’t like vibrators and mentioned that she might want a dildo.  Perfect!  We went back and forth as to who would be going to pick one out.  We couldn’t both go because of the kids.  Either way was fine with me.  It was either me going in to pick out the cock that would be replacing me while I was locked up, or my wife going in to find something to pleasure herself with while I was unavailable.  A “stunt cock” if you will.  Each scenario had a different appeal.  She ended up going in to pick one.

Now as I’ve mentioned before, I’m a bit on the small side.  I knew there was no way she would be picking a dildo that wasn’t larger than me.  They don’t make them (at least not ones that are available locally….you can find anything online).

She came back out, got in the car and handed me the bag.  She said she picked the smallest one.  It was huge.  6.5″ long.  Almost 2″ longer than myself.  It is a weird feeling coming to terms with the fact that your wife is going to be stuffing herself with something that may give her more pleasure than you can while you are helplessly wrapped in a piece of steel.  As long as it isn’t a real cock, I’ll be fine.  It will be torture watching her orgasm with it.  A realistic looking cock pumping in and out of her, glistening, while she bucks her hips in pleasure.  A couple of months ago, it would have been me doing the job.  My new job is to be patient and appreciative when it is my turn.

She wasn’t up for it last night.  That was unfortunate because I was.  At least as “up for it” as I could be locked in my jailbird.  She did say that she was starting to feel a bit self conscious about it.  I told her she could use it alone before she uses it with me present if it would make her feel better.  After all, it is my masturbation that is under watch, not hers.  She is free to do what she wants.

She did rub me through my cage for a while.  Ah the wonderful agony.  She has no release date in mind.  How am I going to make it?

I woke up 3 times last night with an erection.  The first was the worst.  I went to the bathroom and for some reason,  peeing didn’t help this time.  It just wouldn’t go away.  Not cool.  It did go away after about 20 minutes.

I also did my best to wake up with the girls whenever I heard them.  I’m on evenings next week so it will be easier for me to help Belle throughout the night.  She is sleeping right now in fact.  I brought the girls out in the living room so she can catch up a bit.

Our last cycle was not Belle’s fault.  Neither of us held up our end of the bargain.  Thus far, this cycle, I think we are both doing pretty good.

I’m not usually this horny this early.  I don’t know how long I can go.  The device does add some intensity to it.  I just wish it didn’t feel like it was going to rip my balls off every time I got hard.  We will be ordering a new device when tax time comes.  It will most likely be a Watchful Mistress and will be quite a bit smaller.  We are going with the “stop the erection before it starts” method.