Posts Tagged ‘orgasm denial’


18k Shower

January 18, 2012

Last night, Belle put me in charge. As a result of this, I reversed it back on her and told her I wanted a hardcore bondage session, complete with fulfilling an obsession I have had for a little while now.

As always, it took forever to get the kids to bed. Once they were asleep, we went into the bathroom. After turning the shower on to warm the tub up a bit(damn you winter!), I got naked.

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“Wish we had a cane.”

January 10, 2012

The title of this blog is also the contents of the text message that started it all. I had only been at work a couple of hours when I received that message. It did not help my productivity for the evening.

Belle is not often in that kind of mood. She does seem to be slipping into it a bit more easily lately so that is a good thing for me.

It wasn’t until around 2am when the kids were finally down for the night. Belle asked me if I was too tired. Hell no! I got out original bag of toys because it contains my pinwheel, nipple clamps, and several other odds and ends that lend themselves well to this type of play.

I was told to take my clothes off. Once I was naked and lying on a blanket on the living room floor, Belle tried to put my leather stretcher on me. Due to the fact that I was lying down and it was a little chilly in the room, she couldn’t get it secured. She told me to put it on. I got up on my knees in front of the heater and with a little struggling my balls were secured a safe distance from my now swollen cock.

Next came my collar. This is a nylon collar we bought on a whim at the pet store. It is basic. Black with a silver buckle. We have not used it much so this was certainly exciting. Belle commented that she couldn’t wait to have me on a leash. Read the rest of this entry ?


Not so crazy after all….

November 17, 2011

Well, in terms of the drop off I feel after an extreme play session that is. I recently read Jay Wiseman’s “SM 101” book for our review site. 90% of the book was not for me, it dealt with others in the SM community who were looking to enter into it with no set partner. However one thing did jump out at me and make me reread a section, what he referred to as “Top Drop.” This is term was used to define the feeling that the Top, or Domme, feels the day or two after a session.

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A little help from her friends…

November 2, 2011

The taste of pussy is the only good reason to be woken up in the middle of the night.  I readily admit that I got a bit carried away last night when Belle woke me up.  I hope she enjoyed it.  I went back to sleep caged and hard as hell.  It was worth it though.

I very much appreciate all of the comments on our last post.  Everyone brought a different perspective to the table.  Belle is still reading through the book and she should be reviewing it over on Nuts4Toys soon.  She is taking a lot of its content with a grain of salt.  Most of it just isn’t for us.  I’ll leave it at that and let the review speak for itself.

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Getting closer to permanent denial?

October 16, 2011

Belle and I had a pretty wild session last night. She knew I wanted spanked. She used the flogger on me, broke the riding crop on me, and made good use of our nipple clamps. Physically, it was great. However, I could tell she wasn’t there mentally.

After she abused me a little while, she told me we were done. I was left wanting but not in a good way. I could tell she had not enjoyed the session and that makes me feel as though I’m not doing my job. I begged to take care of her and she said she was fine. I wanted her to be more than fine. So I did what any loving husband would do and I forced her on her back and took off her pants. By this time we were both laughing because it was such an odd role reversal. I asked her if she was going to stop me and she told me no.

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“You will probably cum before vacation…”

October 2, 2011

I got some T&D last night.  To be honest, I can’t remember much about it.  It was overshadowed by the statement that I decided would make a good title for this post.

I have been locked up almost 14 days.  Since we picked things back up in August, two weeks is the longest I have gone.  Even then, I have had at least one ruined orgasm per cycle.  I’m at 14 days without one.  Two weeks of cum.  I’m sure I will a ruined orgasm at some point…that is going to be a lot of cum in the shot glass.

I will probably cum before vacation.  That means there is a possibility that I won’t cum before vacation.  Vacation is not until the day after Thanksgiving.  That is almost two months away.  Going back through the blog, it appears my record is 34 days.  This is definitely upping the stakes.  Right at this moment, that is what I want.  Ask me tomorrow and I may feel differently.

Belle is going to look into prostate milking.  I don’t think we have ever done this successfully and I would like to.  The thought of being drained with little or no pleasure excites me. Ruined orgasms are awesome, but I do get to feel the brink of orgasm.  It isn’t as good as the real thing but it is still good.  I want to get release without the pleasure.  I want all orgasms to belong to her and I want them to happen when she wants them.

So hearing this come from her mouth last night as she played with my caged cock definitely excited me.  I think we are approaching the next level.  Whatever that means.



To the point.

September 30, 2011

It was 2am. I had already gone to bed. Belle had not.

She woke me up when she came in and told me to roll over on my back and take off my pants.

She used her nails on me. At times it was almost unbearable. She scratched the tip of my cock through my cage and clawed at my balls. She smacked my balls a couple of times. She wrapped her hand around my Jailbird and stroked me, digging her nails into my flesh.
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