“Wish we had a cane.”

The title of this blog is also the contents of the text message that started it all. I had only been at work a couple of hours when I received that message. It did not help my productivity for the evening.

Belle is not often in that kind of mood. She does seem to be slipping into it a bit more easily lately so that is a good thing for me.

It wasn’t until around 2am when the kids were finally down for the night. Belle asked me if I was too tired. Hell no! I got out original bag of toys because it contains my pinwheel, nipple clamps, and several other odds and ends that lend themselves well to this type of play.

I was told to take my clothes off. Once I was naked and lying on a blanket on the living room floor, Belle tried to put my leather stretcher on me. Due to the fact that I was lying down and it was a little chilly in the room, she couldn’t get it secured. She told me to put it on. I got up on my knees in front of the heater and with a little struggling my balls were secured a safe distance from my now swollen cock.

Next came my collar. This is a nylon collar we bought on a whim at the pet store. It is basic. Black with a silver buckle. We have not used it much so this was certainly exciting. Belle commented that she couldn’t wait to have me on a leash.

Food for thought.

Belle and I had a long conversation last night. She is reading a book on SM for a review and it is scaring her a bit. The infamous slippery slope is what concerns her. She explained that while reading, she has attempted to see where she fits in and thus far she has been unsuccessful. On the other hand she can totally see me fitting in rather well in the SM lifestyle. She fears that when we reach the point that she can not pass, I will be longing for something 3 miles beyond that wall.

A Glimpse of My Fantasy.

Have I gotten to meet my new Domme yet? Not quite. My wife and I had quite the session last night and after, when asked if that was Belle or my wife, she simply replied, “A little of both.”

I had gone to bed, being on the early shift, I have to force myself sometimes. I couldn’t sleep. So I was lying in bed, texting my wife who was in the living room rocking our youngest to sleep. I was asking her about Belle and we were figuring out some specifics. At one point she asked what I was hoping for from Belle. I rattled off a short list of some of the acts that I had been fantasizing about and she thanked me for the suggestions. By this point, I was really wanting some riding crop action. More than I have ever craved it before. I relayed this and she agreed.

I retrieved the crop and she led me to the living room. It was a bit akward at first, but in no time I was without pants, and on my hands and knees. It was quite cold in there and that had to account for at least some of my shaking.

I got about a dozen swats on the ass before she started running the crop between my legs. This is what I was hoping for. I had been out of the device for several hours due to a little pain but I was over that and hard as a rock.

Please tell me to lie on my back! Please tell me to lie on my back!

“Lie down on your back.”

Yes!

I quickly abliged and my shaking increased. A couple of light swats on my legs led to some hesitation. I could tell what she wanted and it was exactly what I wanted. I dared to ask her.

“You want to don’t you?”

“Yes.”

“Then do it.”

I recieved several light swats to my balls. It didn’t hurt and only made me want more. I got more. Harder. It stung, but I loved it! My cock was next. God it felt so good!

She then grabbed my cock with her hand and gave it several hard strokes. The precum oozing from the tip was gathered and placed in my mouth. I quickly sucked it off her finger. I’ve turned in to quite the cum slut. 🙂

“Do you want more?”

“Yes.”

“What do you want?”

“More.”

“More what?”

“More cum.”

“Who’s cum.”

“My cum.”

She jerked me And once again I got to suck my salty fluid from her fingers.

Before I knew it, my entire cock was in her mouth. Not having had a blow job in a while, I was set to enjoy. Instead of sucking me, she sank her teeth into my cock near the base. Holy shit! She moved up a short distance and bit me again. Moved up some more and again until her lips were wrapped around the head of my penis. One more bite! I could barely take it, but I would have gladly taken it again and again.

“I’m going to fuck you now.”

No argument from me!

She removed her panties and straddled me. By this time my cock was so hard that much of the sensitivity was gone. This didn’t stop her pleasure. It felt so good to be inside her warm pussy. I was relaxed and enjoying the sensation when I got slapped across the face hard! I couldn’t believe it! She had done that to me before but never with that intensity.

She rode me for quite a while, making me tell her my fantasies. She stopped me briefly and held my mouth open so she could spit in it. So fucking hot!

Before long she came. From my end it didn’t seem to be earth shattering, but if I have learned anything, any orgasm is to be cherished.

She collapsed on me briefly and we cuddled. As she got up to get ready for bed, she looked me in the eye.

“We can do this.”

She smiled.

“Well we knew you could do this. I meant I think I can too.”

Catching up.

Haven’t really felt like blogging lately. Doesn’t mean nothing has been going on, just that I’ve been busy with the holidays and other hobbies.

So…lets catch up a bit.

It has been 13 days since my last orgasm. The pulling on my balls at night was unbearable and I was getting very fed up with my device. I took the advice of some of the forum members and expanded the gap. I did this myself with a wedge and hammer. I ended up with a hairline crack on the weld where the post meets the base ring, but the joint is still very strong. The gap is now perfect! Little if any pain with nocturnal erections and I feel like I could go a very long time without removal.

Speaking of pain. Almost overnight, I have become a pain whore. We have attributed it to lack of gym time with this bad weather, but I constantly want Belle to hurt me in bed. I have had her use her nails on my cock and balls as well as her teeth. It was unbearable before but now….the harder the better it appears. I’ll be going back to the gym starting tomorrow so it will be interesting to see if the pain cravings stick.

I got an amazing blow job two nights ago. Belle took off my device and gave me what I’ve been begging for for weeks! I didn’t get to have an orgasm of course but she did edge me within a matter of a minute or so. That was followed by some of the above mentioned teeth and nails. I was in absolute heaven. I couldn’t get the device back on to go to sleep so she let me keep it off that night and it went back on the next morning. Aside from that, I’ve had the device on for probably about a week straight.

I’ll try to blog more regularly and not be so damn lazy. Might be easier when the holidays are over.

Jnuts