Missing Chastity

Missing Chastity.  Never thought I would be the one saying that.   Things have taken a different focus at the Jnuts/Belle household the last few months, and I am not sure how I feel about it.  We have been focusing on toy reviews, which has actually been a ton of fun for me.  Writing the reviews and organzing the other reviewers and their posts have given me something to focus on other than being Mommy to 2 very busy and messy toddlers.  Jnuts has been having at least an orgasm a week, mostly because of a toy that needs reviewed.   He always asks if he allowed, but it isn’t the same.  He also isn’t locked.

Ecstasy in the form of denial.

Last night was spectacular! Belle and I settled in to try out her first glass dildo, the Icicles No. 8. This thing is gorgeous! I started out using it on her. It slid in so easily and looked absolutely beautiful gliding in and out of the pussy that I wanted so bad!

It was a bit akwward not knowing exactly how she wanted it (first glass dildo) so I asked her to take over and I watched.

An early Christmas present

So, what do you get the man who has everything? Well everything except the power to control his own orgasms that is. A break from male chastity until the day after Christmas. Yep, he has 11 days all to himself. I have put the device away, and it will not return until Dec 26. He is free to initiate sex, although I may not always say yes, and free to masturbate at will. He can cum as many times as his little heart (or cock) desires with no fear of repercussion.

Something new? A ruined orgasm for two?

Lots of stuff going on over here but it has been hectic getting ready for vacation. I guess what I want to write about most is the little mishap last night.

We were all prepared to test out a toy for review and it broke… That sucked but we were naked and ready to take advantage if it!

Bondage…

Last night kicked major ass!  We have had a roll of bondage tape from Babeland sitting in a box on the counter for a couple of weeks.  Not particularly excited about it, we needed to get it reviewed so it was decided that last night was the night.

We spread a blanket out on the living room floor and I was told to remove my clothes.  I asked Belle if she was going to unlock me and she said she would.  Still locked but naked, I got down on the blanket as I was told.  My wrists were secured together with the tape and the games began.

Livin’ on the Edge

What a night! Without a doubt the closest to orgasm I’ve ever been without ejaculating. I could have willed myself to explode at any time but I didn’t dare.

I’m getting ahead of myself. Lets back up to yesterday evening. I was really horny. I wanted inside my wife very badly. I was sure that wasn’t going to happen so I decided to shoot for the next best thing. Denial.

100th post celebrated with amazing sex!

Been busy lately and havent had much time/motivation to post.

A quick recap…

I have been without orgasm for 25 days now. I did go back and check and our record is 34…I thought it was more. I did get a ruined orgasm the other day. It was one of the ones that totally milks the desire out of me(hate that) and it may have been responsible for my lack of blogging. I have re-entered the zen mode since.

Consumed by stress.

What a week. I am so glad it is almost over. Between Belle’s cold, my hormones, and mainly work, I wasn’t quite sure I was going to survive.

This weekend is about to be pretty hectic as well. Not necessarily looking forward to it but at least I won’t be at work. There is also the possibility of playtime. We have several new toys at home and that is exciting. I really wish things would go back to the way they were last cycle. Hopefully it is just taking time.

Forgive me readers for I have bitched…

It is insane how I feel the need to confess to you guys when I fuck up. It nags at me until I do it so here goes…

Belle had sent me some texts yesterday telling me that we would play that night. Of course this got me all worked up.

Unfortunately we had a long night due to some things we had to get done and she asked me if I would be mad if I got a raincheck.

How shall it flow?

Just thought of a cool game to make a possible orgasm day a little more interesting…

Tonight could be the night. My keyholder has decided that I will ejaculate. The question is how. It is a question that will have an answer at the roll of the dice. Even means orgasm, odd means it is ruined. I am not shown the result of my roll. I am stroked by my Keyholder. Special attention is given to my progress.

At the point of no return, I let my Keyholder know. She reacts according to what I rolled. I either feel massive frustration as she lets go and I watch the semen pour from me without pleasure, or I explode in her hand as she brings me off.

I think that would be one hell of a mindfuck. That is all.

-Jnuts

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