Missing Chastity

Missing Chastity.  Never thought I would be the one saying that.   Things have taken a different focus at the Jnuts/Belle household the last few months, and I am not sure how I feel about it.  We have been focusing on toy reviews, which has actually been a ton of fun for me.  Writing the reviews and organzing the other reviewers and their posts have given me something to focus on other than being Mommy to 2 very busy and messy toddlers.  Jnuts has been having at least an orgasm a week, mostly because of a toy that needs reviewed.   He always asks if he allowed, but it isn’t the same.  He also isn’t locked.

Almost a Mistress?

Belle here, yes I do still exist.  Between 2 toddlers, Christmas, and drama from a past life creeping in I haven’t had much time on the computer. Jnuts was out of his device for well over the intended 2 week period due to my life being crazy.   I didn’t have the time to invest in male chastity, and that is something that I have been trying to pay more attention to.   Chastity for us does not work if there is no play on my part. He is back in chastity, just not in his device.   That will be changing very, very soon. I am in charge, and what I say goes.

Not so crazy after all….

Well, in terms of the drop off I feel after an extreme play session that is. I recently read Jay Wiseman’s “SM 101” book for our review site. 90% of the book was not for me, it dealt with others in the SM community who were looking to enter into it with no set partner. However one thing did jump out at me and make me reread a section, what he referred to as “Top Drop.” This is term was used to define the feeling that the Top, or Domme, feels the day or two after a session.

Bondage…

Last night kicked major ass!  We have had a roll of bondage tape from Babeland sitting in a box on the counter for a couple of weeks.  Not particularly excited about it, we needed to get it reviewed so it was decided that last night was the night.

We spread a blanket out on the living room floor and I was told to remove my clothes.  I asked Belle if she was going to unlock me and she said she would.  Still locked but naked, I got down on the blanket as I was told.  My wrists were secured together with the tape and the games began.

A little help from her friends…

The taste of pussy is the only good reason to be woken up in the middle of the night.  I readily admit that I got a bit carried away last night when Belle woke me up.  I hope she enjoyed it.  I went back to sleep caged and hard as hell.  It was worth it though.

I very much appreciate all of the comments on our last post.  Everyone brought a different perspective to the table.  Belle is still reading through the book and she should be reviewing it over on Nuts4Toys soon.  She is taking a lot of its content with a grain of salt.  Most of it just isn’t for us.  I’ll leave it at that and let the review speak for itself.

Getting closer to permanent denial?

Belle and I had a pretty wild session last night. She knew I wanted spanked. She used the flogger on me, broke the riding crop on me, and made good use of our nipple clamps. Physically, it was great. However, I could tell she wasn’t there mentally.

After she abused me a little while, she told me we were done. I was left wanting but not in a good way. I could tell she had not enjoyed the session and that makes me feel as though I’m not doing my job. I begged to take care of her and she said she was fine. I wanted her to be more than fine. So I did what any loving husband would do and I forced her on her back and took off her pants. By this time we were both laughing because it was such an odd role reversal. I asked her if she was going to stop me and she told me no.